I'm worried about stuff again...stuff she'd say I shouldn't worry about...but I can't help it. I'm bad at trusting people, especially the ones I care about. It's stupid and it's going to hurt my relationship...but I can't help it just yet... Note: It pisses me off royally when you look at other females in front of me especially when I can't say anything. *sigh*

Oh. I believe I caught something. I have a slight fever and feel like death warmed over. My body hurts...my damn back is killing me. I need a back rub. :'( I'm not getting one, unfortunately.


PS. Why the f*ck can't I change my mood? God knows I'm not "longing" at the moment.

Since I'm bored. Read if you dare!

Who are your last four texts from?
Frank

What's your middle name?
Virginia...very old fashion, right?


Who was the last person to call you?
My sister.

Kissed someone you'd never seen prior to that in your life?
Oh! A girl never kisses and tells...ok, ok, fine. No, I've never but I've gotten pretty close...I kissed someone I hardly knew.


Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
Yes, a few.


What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Took a shower...and then got into bed with her...but once again, she was asleep...*sigh* She's quite grumpy when she's asleep.

Me: *whispers* Hey...*touch*
Her: *bats hand away* I'm asleep.
Me: *sad*


What is your nickname?
Josie, JoJo Bear (lol), Jos, Jo, Queen Bee, and a couple others, I'm sure.


Who was the last person you gave up on?
I almost gave up on someone today...but..I got over it.

Are you wearing socks?
Nope. Socks are for squares.

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
Sometimes. Depends on the person and the question.


Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
No. I was pretty focused on my studies/activities during most of high school and thought a boyfriend/girlfriend would just hamper my efforts.


Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?
I haven't heard that in a while, actually. I usually don't believe it because people let me down a lot. *emo*


What were you doing at 8 this morning?
In a van with Mari...waiting.


Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
I'm a sucker for someone with a nice smile....but gorgeous eyes work too.


Are you single or taken?
Taken.


wish to change that?
Nope, I'm quite happy...


Do you like your first name?
I use to hate it because I was teased but I have grown to love it since it's pretty unique for my age group.


Can a girl and a boy be best friends without having feelings for each other?
Yes...especially if one of them is gay! LoL


Where is your MySpace default picture taken?
In my room, by my dresser...I need to upload it as my ID her.


Look at a poster in your room, who's on it?
Invader Zim, son! Don't forget Gir!


The song stuck in you head right now?
Christmas songs...lol It's Christmas in July, yo!


What is your desktop background?
Some chick from Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles with the title "Madam Butterly"... I might change it soon to one of my many abstract wallpapers.


When was the last time you had a hug?
Sometime today. I'd like one right now...

Have a web site that needs designing and/or coding? E-mail me or note me and we'll talk numbers.

Updated: 6/17/08

Design like a mad woman.
Put money away this month and every month until... forever?

What I plan on reading and what I've read...not that you care. :>

= Not Read = Finished Reading

Updated: 6/17/08

A Quick Bite (Almost done)
Dead Sexy by Tate Hallaway
One Foot in the Grave by Jeaniene Frost
Touch the Dark by Karen Chance
One Foot in the Grave by Jeaniene Frost
Vampire, Interrupted by Lynsay Sands
Mad House by Rob Thurman
Sex and the Single Vampire by Katie MacAlister


The Accidental Vampire by Lynsay Sands (REVIEWED- [link])
I Only Have Fangs for You by Kathy Love (REVIEWED- [link])
Kissof Crimson by Lara Adrian (REVIEWED- [link])
Kiss of Midnight by Lara Adrian (REVIEWED- [link])
Lover Unbound by J.R. Ward (Must write review)
Lover Revealed by J.R. Ward (Must write review)
Blood is the New Black by Valerie Stivers (REVIEWED- [link])
Lover Awakened by J.R. Ward (Must write review)
Fangs but no Fangs by Kathy Love (Must write review)
Blood Ties Book Three: Ashes to Ashes by Jennifer Armintrout (Must write review)

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